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• Fuck bitches, get money?
  on Mar 27, 2013
  It will take you in, and it'll spit you out.. behold the flesh and the power it holds! - Death, 'Flesh and the Power it Holds' So in my personal story, girls have a lot to do with my use. I'm sure I've said at least some of this before, but it has be...
• Boundaries.
  on Mar 26, 2013
  I got that off-black Cadillac midnight drive, got that gas pedal leaned back taking my time.. I'm blowin' that roof off, letting in sky - I shine, the city never looked so bright! - Macklemore, 'White Walls'Today, I want to lift up everyone around me...
• Pity this.
  on Mar 23, 2013
  I know I'm angry, but what am I supposed to do? - Stone Sour, 'A Rumor of Skin'Don't pin your sad state on someone else. Check it the fuck out: we are grown ass people, so act like it and OWN YOUR SHIT. Nothing is sadder to me today than a junkie tha...
• Miss you..
  on Mar 20, 2013
  If you'll be my star I'll be your sky You can hide underneath me and come out at night When I turn jet black And you show off your light I live to let you shine I live to let you shine But you can skyrocket away from me And never come back if you fin...
• Clean & Free
  on Mar 12, 2013
  Yeah in this forest I'm a lonely tree.. my limbs are covered in tattoos and my roots, they run deep!So this weekend was fucking amazing.I went to Clean & Free, a sober convention in Ocean Shores, and the situation just kind of got dropped in my lap.
• Lordy.
  on Mar 7, 2013
  Why do we always hurt the ones we love the most?And why is it that now that I'm making all of my best conclusions in life, I don't want anything but the thing I've already fucked up?Poetic justice, I guess. It's hard to go through life without pityin...
• H.A.L.T.
  on Mar 6, 2013
  Mind strong, body strong, try to find equilibrium.. head straight, screwed-on, we screwed up for too long. - Bush, 'The Sound of Winter'I guess it was bound to happen--I've fallen off my pink cloud somewhat, and life is a little less electric these d...
• Memoir of a street kid. :x
  on Mar 3, 2013
  So I've started working on a memoir, and may be posting on here a little less.My bad, but it's amazing therapy and is turning out to be some pretty decent writing..Thanks, y'all...
• The beautiful people! (a few of my amends begun)
  on Mar 1, 2013
  If I had a shotgun, you know what I'd do? I'd point that shit straight at the sky and shoot heaven on down for you.. - SublimeSleeping in the trash.. taking girls for all the things I need like booze, drugs and ass! - Alice in Chains I am a drug addi...
• Balance
  on Feb 26, 2013
  I don’t mind my own self-loathing.. I don’t need help from you! - Stone Sour Oxford House life is getting to be reasonably cool. Some of my room mates are younger, and that plus my rambunctiousness makes for some pretty hilarious situations. Zac...
• The melodies of madness
  on Feb 25, 2013
  Didn’t you know, when you hurt me so cruelly, that I was your love—I was your friend? You couldn’t stand that I was so free, and now you will never see me again - Levon Helm, “Golden Bird” Life is fucking crazy, folks. Music helps me make...
• New digs
  on Feb 24, 2013
  Did some time in inpatient, living in Yakima now. I'll be writing again soon.
• Who's there?
  on Feb 24, 2013
  Sick with it. Things have changed a great deal since we last spoke, folks. The first thing is that, of course, I went to inpatient rehab at Sundown M Ranch, more or less on a whim. I came back from South Carolina and picked up right where I had left...
• Big nuts.
  on Jan 7, 2013
  Fuck you.Do you know who you're fucking with? :)Brush em off.
• on Jan 6, 2013
  Sometimes it feels like I'm stuck in this slow motion buzzkillerWhat do I do now? Wake up in the morning, boxers and bare legs, blanket fell off in the night. Shaking. Reach down and grab the sonofabitch, Tulalip Orca whale grinning "good morning," p...
• Love is not enough
  on Dec 24, 2012
  Man, this fucking bitch..done took off..Fucking with some college graduate, punk ass..Abercrombie wearing mother fucker..Left me broken hearted, in the Chevy.It's all good though.. you know why?I got ME, bitch.So, I've come out of my funk a little--p...
• Wish in one hand..
  on Dec 23, 2012
  Have you ever felt like dying? Have you ever felt like you could die happy? Sometimes I'm not sure what the difference is. I test and test and test my limits, and in this case even proclaim that I have found the answer; that I've changed, by God, and...
• New beginnings.
  on Dec 11, 2012
  Well, folks, let me tell you something. I am back here in Washington state, and as awesome as I recall things being when I was out "running and gunning," as it were, I can tell you from personal experience that it just isn't that awesome. You know, w...
• Birthday/Coming home
  on Nov 23, 2012
  ^that is a flailer song if ever I have heard one.. as well as a damn good tuneANYWAY. On Nov. 21st, I celebrated 24 strange & eventful years on the face of this planet, roughly 10 of them devoted to doing as much as I possibly could to have a good ti...
• The Ballad of Kace Cheyes, pt. 2
  on Nov 21, 2012
  Everyone should have a song.I mean, if you think about it, our lives are a billion little snatches of lyrics. Take Pink Floyd's "Time," for instance.Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day, you fritter and waste the hours in an off-hand way.

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