comatised Profile
Jamie
Join Date:
2011-09-30
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capsize.comatised. reaching for the stars, reaching for the sunshine!
Tags: love, family, motherhood, cancer, survival
Latest Blog Posts
- Rainy Days and Weird ThoughtsI’ve been having some weird cravings and thoughts lately. I want to give oral to Dennis, but I don’t know how to tell him this. I want us to cuddle and snuggle, but again, I’m not sure how to go about asking for this. I’m sure...
- Four Years Agoon May 20, 2013 in UncategorizedFour years ago, I woke up to a rainy day. Poro’s heavy breathing that I softly fell asleep to was no longer heard. I was hopeful that the breathing treatments had worked and we’d get another two, three weeks with her. I had hope that if t...
- Better and Betteron May 18, 2013 in HealthMy mother is much better. Thank you everyone who prayed or sent happy thoughts. According to my stepdad, my mother recognises people and smiles when they talk to her. Funny thing is, I don’t feel stupid for asking for prayers and for people to...
- Quick UpdateHere I am, working on finishing Book #21, and thinking about all that is going on. The class I helped teach is graduating today. I can tell which of the male students were crushing on me by their invitations to graduation and Grad Night. I’ve h...
- Happy Mother’s DayHope everyone has a happy Mother’s Day! My mother is doing a little bit better at the hospital. If you’re not on my Facebook profile (and you should be as I don’t bite!), I was given some shitty news from my stepfather that turned o...
- SadMy mother is in the hospital. I’ve known she was in there for a while, hence why I planted the Zinnias and picked her up a pink tote bag with a full bottle of Sunshine perfume. Today I was told she has 24-48 hours to live. I’ve already ma...
- New Scamon May 2, 2013 in And We'll Have Fun Fun FUN! Meaningless Trends On My Mind Scum Busting She Devil Social NetworksThere seems to be a new scam amongst the scammers: Now, I have a friend named Cedric Grimaldo. We’re Facebook friends, and I tutored his younger brothers a few years ago when I was still a student myself. That email address up there is not Cedr...
- Zinnia SproutsOn the evening that Zinnia was born, Dennis planted some Zinnia seeds. I watered them a couple of times, but yesterday I noticed they had sprouted. I’ve never started seeds in a terrarium before!
- Amnesia StrikesI have chemically induced amnesia. It’s apparent in most of my posts that I dare stay awake after popping my pill for the night, that I am under the influence of something, but this medicine seems to have no mercy. No matter how long one has be...
- Getting Back In The GrooveMy back hurts this evening. It was so bad that I called my doctor and left him a message and he actually got back to me, suggesting that come tomorrow morning, I come into his office and get back on my anti-cancer routine. I’m not looking forwa...
- It’s A Girl!on Apr 17, 2013 in Family Kids Life Little One Married Life Midnight Confessions Mommy Earned Her Drink On My Mind RelationshipsI’ve been home a couple of days, and my readership has doubled. Who’d have thought no one wants to read about patients with DID, children affected by depression far too soon, and daily thoughts that are powered by Risperadal and Seroquel...
- New Baby LoveA week ago at 11:07pm, Little One came into this world. Since I haven’t revealed the gender or name on my site, I’m not going to reveal them here. Little One was 6 lbs 2 ounces (I believe – I don’t have my paperwork in front i...
- Bostonon Apr 15, 2013 in On My MindNo comment on what happened in Boston this afternoon, other than it ‘s horrible and sad.
- Baby Number Fiveon Apr 9, 2013 in UncategorizedJust as Dennis was blowing out his birthday candles, Little One decided they wanted some of that cake, and here I am! Labour and delivery! Checking in via Dennis’s iPad. Been pushing for nearly two hours. If I go over three hours, they’re...
- World’s Worst Motheron Apr 6, 2013 in Family Kids On My Mind Technical Stuff Technofiles Technologically Impaired TechnologyI believe I made history yesterday when I was confronted by my SEVEN YEAR OLD’s home room teacher. She accused me of being an abusive, neglectful parent because my daughter is “six weeks from going into the fourth grade,” yet she do...
- Loved in my worldon Mar 31, 2013 in UncategorizedI feel fine tonight. A little too fine. I want to go out more than anything, but I’m not sure if that is a good idea tonight. Along feeling fine, I also feel very sleepy. I think it’s time to sleep off the day and just drift away into sle...
- Happy Easter!Happy Easter everyone! I’m still knocked up. I’m thinking about making a doctor appointment tomorrow to schedule a c-section so I don’t have to be pregnant anymore and can spend time actually bonding with Little One, along side disc...
- The Warmth of the Sunon Mar 30, 2013 in Among the Stars Drugs Health Holidays Life Little One Married Life Medical On My Mind Self ImprovementIt was hot enough to run the air conditioner today. And we dyed Easter Eggs, in the part of the house that had no air conditioning. Makes sense, doesn’t it? Do something like cook hard boiled eggs in an already hot kitchen and then dye them. Af...
- Occupational Happeningson Mar 27, 2013 in And We'll Have Fun Fun FUN! As the Web Burns Broken Mind Delmonte Posts Health Humor internet Journal Junky Life Life Living with Death Married Life Meaningless Trends Midnight Confessions Mommy Earned Her Drink Nostalgia On My Mind Pages Poetry in Motion Poisoned Mind Relationships Self Improvement Sex She Devil Site Issues Site News Snark-a-licious! Technical Stuff Technofiles Technologically Impaired Technology Vicious! WorkAgain, still knocked up. I’m starting to sound like a broken record, aren’t I? I’m beginning to feel guilty of asking for so much time off from work, when the kid seems to be a permanent attachment to my insides. I read Carl’s...
- No Baby (yet)As the title suggests: No baby. Yet. I’m not even sure what to be feeling for, such as Little One dropping, or contractions. I feel like I have never been this far before, and in reality, I have never been this pregnant before. Besides being ov...
