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• Should I Stop?
  on Apr 28, 2013 in 121212
  Sometimes it's best if I don't know anything. I'd like to ask but I don't think I can take it if the answer to my question is the one that I fear most. Maybe it's best to leave things as it is. I don't wanna bother him as well. He's really nice to r...
• Eka, My YB
  on Apr 28, 2013
  Please don't ask what YB means. You all better not know. ;p When it comes to going out without any plans, she is the person that you would wanna call. It's 3pm and I got nothing to do. I'm doing a "contacts check" (yeah that's how I call it). Basic...
• Starting Over
  on Apr 21, 2013 in starting over life new job
  You don't always have to run away from things... but I realize that has always been my attitude or my resort whenever things don't go my way. It works for me but how long am I going to do this? Am I going to run away every time I feel like I don't w...
• Daily Ramblings: Getting There
  on Apr 17, 2013 in daily ramblings work
  Finally got home. Whew. It's so hot outside. I just got my police clearance from the city hall and it's good that it's not that hard to get that unlike other government records.  It's already Wednesday! Time flies! A few more days and I'm gonn...
• Daily Ramblings: Reading Through
  on Apr 15, 2013 in daily ramblings move on reminisce love
  Wow. That's all I can say after reading my previous blog entries. Wanna know why I've been rereading my entries? Because I need something from it. I need to make myself believe that I can get past whatever it is that I am going through. There's a...
• Day 7: The Last Time
  on Apr 14, 2013 in moving on love
  This is the last time that I would post about my so called heartache. I made a mistake. I've learned from it. Let's all move forward. The more that I talk about this, the more that I find myself crying over what was already done. I just need to fac...
• Daily Ramblings: Just A Thought
  on Apr 14, 2013 in blog reminisce love
  Hello Monday! One more week to go and I'm gonna be starting on my new work. I am really excited. This is something that I really really want but I didn't expect to get this. Well, I did and for sure I'm gonna have a blast. I am again rereading my p...
• Day 5: Should Have Been (04.12.2013)
  on Apr 13, 2013 in 121212 moving on love
  It should have been our fourth. Yeah, so don't expect that I was okay on this day. I couldn't stare long enough on my phone because i won't be see his name popping on my screen anymore, the pictures stored are no longer of the two of us, I couldn't...
• Day 6: Once Again (04.13.2013)
  on Apr 13, 2013
  I went home in Alabang because I would really go crazy doing nothing in Makati. I can't wait for the first day of my work to start. To be honest, nilulubos ko nalang talaga yung remaining days na hindi ako busy. Naiiyak ako kasi ramdam kong kelanga...
• Day 4: A Big Mess (04.11.2013)
  on Apr 11, 2013 in 121212 love
  I woke up and that feeling is there again. When will it ever disappear?! It makes it hard for me to start my day. I wanted to cry but I can't cry and all I'm left is that feeling... I guess I'm doomed. I guess I just have to live with that all throug...
• Day 3: A Little Better
  on Apr 10, 2013 in 121212 love
  Three days after the break up seemed like three years to me. I feel like my days is slowing down. I want to fast forward my life to the day when I would finally be okay. I didn't cry when I woke up today but I still feel it. The pain. I wanted to cr...
• Day 3: A Little Better (04.10.2013)
  on Apr 10, 2013 in 121212 love
  Three days after the break up seemed like three years to me. I feel like my days are slowing down. I want to fast forward my life to the day when I would finally be okay. I didn't cry when I woke up today but I still feel it. The pain. I wanted to c...
• Day 2: I Lost.
  on Apr 9, 2013 in 121212 love
  I did the usual morning ritual. Cry and then look outside my window. I lost control. I sent him a message that I should not send. Oh well, lesson learned. Not gonna happen again. I'm going to meet Ejay today at MOA. As usual I'm on drama mode. We w...
• For My Sir
  on Apr 9, 2013 in 121212 love
  I look forward to that day when I would no longer cry every time I wake up. I look forward to that day when I no longer have to tire myself before I can sleep. I look forward to that day when my eyes would no longer well up on every memory of you. I...
• Day 2: I Lost. (04.09.2013)
  on Apr 9, 2013 in 121212 love
  I did the usual morning ritual. Cry and then look outside my window. I lost control. I sent him a message that I should not send. Oh well, lesson learned. Not gonna happen again. I'm going to meet Ejay today at MOA. As usual I'm on drama mode. We w...
• Day 1: The Morning After
  on Apr 8, 2013 in 121212 moving on
  This is it. The hardest part. The morning after. The moment I opened my eyes, tears are falling down endlessly and there's a hollow in my heart, a pain that I  just can't take. I should be happy that I woke up but I feel like it's a curse that...
• Day 1: The Morning After (04.08.2013)
  on Apr 8, 2013 in 121212 moving on
  This is it. The hardest part. The morning after. The moment I opened my eyes, tears are falling down endlessly and there's a hollow in my heart, a pain that I  just can't take. I should be happy that I woke up but I feel like it's a curse that...
• :)
  on Apr 7, 2013 in 121212 love
  Sometimes letting go isn't a bad thing. It is not sad either. You'll realize that you love someone so much when you've learned to let them go. It will hurt so bad but at the same time you can smile despite all the pain because you know it is what's b...
• What Would You Do?
  on Apr 5, 2013 in 121212 daily ramblings love
  When life gives you too much pain When tears just won't stop When every waking moment hurts and every end of the day hurts twice as much What would you do?
• Daily Ramblings: Same old
  on Apr 3, 2013
  I thought i can ignore the pain. It just kills me. Here we go again. How many times do I have to die?

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